EX TENEBRIS CRESCIT FLOS

Transsexualism and the Flowering of Identity



MY RE-BIRTHDAY

On October 31, 2003 at 16:17 MST, I was re-born!

From now on, I will live my entire life as a woman - at home, at work, and everywhere.


WARNING
Rational INFP at play here!

Expect to find long-unfinished projects, a dose of sarcasm, some deep emotional content, and weird philosophical concepts.

If you wonder what this is, check out the links. How can I be a rational INFP? Check out the Logic and Emotion story.

Periodic Table of the Elements

The chemical elements that make up our world are quite fascinating. For some time, I have wanted to collect them. I have finally found good sources, and I am well on my way to a reasonably complete collection of all but the highly radioactive synthetic elements. Here, you can see how the collection is progressing.

Thought of the Moment

January 15, 2006

"I see your pain; I just don't want to feel it." --L. Strong



The Dystopic America Test

Predict the future! Take this test and find out which of sixteen dystopic visions of the future of the United States is in store for all of us. Be frightened. Be very frightened.

Dreadful Poetry

The Warty Toad

March 30, 2005

A warty toad said to me,
"Why art thou wartless, unlike me?"
To this toad, I replied,
"I have warts, just like thee.
The toad, confus-ed, said to me,
"Where are thy warts which I can't see?"
With heavy sigh I then replied,
"Inside my soul, where none can see..."

More Dreadful Poetry



DOWN WITH WINDOWS!

WEBSITE NEWS

December 26, 2008

I have added a few more telephones and other collectibles, and I have taken new pictures of some items. The collections section can be found here.

November 15, 2008

I have added a section devoted to a small collection of war-related collectibles, with the primary focus on World War II. I have also recently added more telephones and other antiques. The section on collections can be found here.

July 27, 2008

I have added more of my collections of antiques to the website. They can be found here.

July 12, 2008

I have created a separate section for my collections. Also, I have obtained many more old telephones and I have rearranged that section, as it was becoming unwieldy. The new section on my collection can be found here.

WEBSITE ARCHIVE

Here you can find an archive of older news items and of whatever else I might eventually decide to move there.

ESSAYS, ARTICLES, AND STORIES

We all have our preferred ways of expressing ourselves; my preferred method is writing. A large and growing number of articles is presented here. They cover all sorts of subjects, but the primary emphasis is the story of my transition. I hope these articles help to explain what it is like to be a transsexual, and I hope they help others who are going through this process.

Latest update: December 26, 2008

Gender Weirdness

What is this weirdness of which I speak? What is it like to be transgendered? Here, I write about the basic nature of the beast, the good, the bad, and the wacky. If you are exploring this topic and desire some general information, this is the place.

The Obligatory Biography

Everybody has a unique life story, and here is mine. It starts with my early childhood and continues to the present, primarily covering the time of transition from man to woman. This is an ongoing story, and additions will appear from time to time.

The Endless Quest for Identity

What values drive this particular transsexual? Find out here. Since I do not unquestioningly accept traditional sources of values, such as religion, it has been necessary to find my own way through this minefield. Here, I cover my basic values and philosophical ideas, and give some of my varied (and occasionally odd) sources. This self-exploration never ends, and it does not go in a straight line; these essays describe many of the twists and turns on my endless quest towards a goal that can never be fully realized.

Our Screwy World

We live in such a fascinatingly messed up world that I cannot resist analyzing it. Sometimes, the result of my thoughts is a rather dry sociological essay, and sometimes it is a nasty political rant. It depends on the subject matter and on my mood at the time. If you like to read social and political commentary, you will find it here. But be warned! I am an unabashed liberal; conservatives will likely despise this material.

Friends and Family

My gender change has certainly had a profound affect on friends and family. So far, two of them have written about their thoughts and experiences, and their essays are included here. How do others react when someone whom they think they know well busts through the gender divide? Find out here.

Aesthetics and Creative Pursuits

I have always spent a great deal of time in the aesthetic realm. Music has always been a strong interest, and so has writing. Essays on these subjects, as well as a bit of my creative output, including some god-awful poetry, can be found here.

Crazy Collections

Is collecting an interesting hobby or a disease? I often wonder this as I continue to accumulate old junk that someone else discarded. Check out my collections, including chemical elements and antique telephones, and see if you can figure out whether or not I am crazy. Will I be one of those people who is found dead under a collapsed pile of stuff? Time will tell.

Abandonment

Abandoned and empty places have always attracted me and will likely continue to do so. In my explorations, I am always elated whenever I find a ghost town, an abandoned mine, a once-busy highway now empty, a cracked foundation, or an example of urban blight. Why do I love the neglected ruins of civilization? I am not entirely certain. If you share this fascination, or if you are just curious, you can find photos and descriptions here.

LINKS

Here is a small collection of links to other transgender sites, local groups in Salt Lake City, and to other sites I find useful or interesting.
  • TrannyWeb - The best on-line transgender forum.
  • Engendered Species [Stale Link] - A great transgender social group in the Salt Lake City area.
  • Progressive Ladies [Stale Link] - A transgender group which meets for dinner once a month in the Salt Lake City area.
  • Western Transsexual Support Network - A support group for transsexuals which meets once a month in Salt Lake City.
  • INFP Community @ GlobalChatter - A forum for that misunderstood type - INFPs.
  • INTP Central - An on-line forum for INTPs and those who wish to understand them.
  • Similar Minds - A good source of on-line personality tests.

  • e-mail me here

    Any sexually-oriented e-mails will be ignored. I am not interested.

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