TRUE LOVE OF THOMAS MOORE
by Galen Drake
My favorite love story is also a true one. Soon after he was married,
Thomas Moore, the famous 19th century Irish poet, was called away on a
business trip. Upon his return he was
met at the door, not by his beautiful
bride, but by the family doctor.
"Your wife is upstairs," said the doctor. "But she asked that you
not come up." And then Moore learned the terrible truth; his wife
had contracted small pox. The disease had left her
once flawless skin pocked and
scarred. She had taken one look at her reflection in the mirror
and commanded that the shutters
be drawn and that her husband never see her again. Moore would not
listen. He ran upstairs and threw open the door of his wife's room.
It was black as
night inside. Not a sound
came from the darkness. Groping along the wall, Moore felt for the
gas jets.
A startled cry came from a black corner of the room. "No! Don't light the lamps!"
Moore hesitated, swayed by the pleading in the voice.
"Go!" she begged. "Please go! This is the greatest gift I can give you now."
Moore did go. He went down to his study, where he sat up most of
the night, prayerfully writing. Not a poem this time, but a song.
He had never written a song before, but now he
found it more natural to his
mood than simple poetry. He not only wrote the words, but he
wrote the music too. And
the next morning, as soon as the sun was up he returned to his
wife's room.
He felt his way to a chair and sat down. "Are you awake?" he asked.
"I am," came a voice from the far side of the room. "But you must
not ask to see me.
You must not press me, Thomas."
"I will sing to you, then," he answered. And so for the first time,
Thomas Moore sang to
his wife the song that still
lives today:
Believe me, if all those endearing young charms,
Which I gaze on so fondly today,
Were to change by tomorrow and flee in my arms,
Like fairy gifts fading away,
Thou wouldst still be adored, as this moment thou art --
Let thy loveliness fade as it will,
Moore heard a movement from the dark corner where his wife lay in her loneliness,
waiting. He continued.
Let thy loveliness fade as it will,
And around the dear ruin each wish of my heart
Would entwine itself verdantly still --
The song ended. As his voice trailed off on the last note, Moore
heard his bride rise.
She crossed the room to the window,
reached up and slowly drew open the shutters.
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