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                    "MYSELF"
                                                        by Edgar A. Guest
         

        I have to live with myself, and so
        I want to be fit for myself to know;
        I want to be able as days go by
        Always to look myself straight in the eye;
        I don't want to stand with the setting sun
        And hate myself for the things I've done.

        I don't want to keep on a closet shelf
        A lot of secrets about myself,
        And fool myself as I come and go
        Into thinking that nobody else will know
        The kind of a man I really am;
        I don't want to dress myself up in sham.

        I want to go out with my head erect,
        I want to deserve all men's respect;
        But here in the struggle for fame and pelf,
        I want to be able to like myself.
        I don't want to think as I come and go
        That I'm bluster and bluff and empty show.

        I never can hide myself from me,
        I see what others may never see,
        I know what others may never know,
        I never can fool myself --- and so,
        Whatever happens, I want to be
        Self-respecting and conscience free.

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