Enzo, it has been several weeks
since we were released from The Chalice. In all this time
you never asked me what happened. It is my shame that I did
not ask you, but much of what transpired was evident. When
I saw that they did to you I was stricken. I prayed for days
thereafter. Words I spoke to heaven I should have said to
you.
I know you blame me for what has happened. There is some
truth in that. I accepted the risk that my oath was in peril.
I had never known feelings like those I have for you. I was
willing to set it all a side to be with you.
The next morning when you left. I was conflicted. I knew
I would see you again and that we may find happiness in one
another. Then the reality of my situation was revealed. St.
Catherine would no longer confide in me. My powers were vacant.
I needed spiritual guidance. Father Illusious had heard my
confessions in the past. I was desperate to regain what I
had lost; surely you can understand what it means to lose
power?
Had I thought for a moment that my confession would
travel beyond the sanctity of the confessional? That those
I had trusted and confided in the past would-- I would have
born the burden myself. Never would I have given them power
to do you harm.
Now, as I look in your eyes I see distain. There was once
love, passion, and power in that gaze. I would like to believe
that I could be redeemed in your eyes. Though that will
not stop me from seeing this injustice corrected.
I pledge my sword and my heart to see justice done. Help
me finish this quest. Restore what has been sundered and
bring might and purpose to our cause!
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